Thursday, January 8, 2009

But I ALWAYS go to work

Oh my goodness! I feel so sick! I did not go to work today, which is rare for me, because I ALWAYS go to work because we NEVER have enough money... but I was up coughing most of the night, into the wee hours of the morning, and my alarm must have gone off, I know it had of of done, but my magic hand must have turned it off... and I woke up at 8.

I usually leave at 8, not today, today I texted my boss asking if he could get someone last min (which I knew wouldn't be an issue) I told him I WOULD be there tomorrow NO MATTER WHAT. My mom dragged me to the airport to say good-bye, see-ya-later to my brother... I hate watching him go, I'd much rather him stay.

Did I mention I pulled a muscle in my boob from coughing so much? it hurts like you wouldn't believe! (unless you too have boobs and have pulled one of these muscles!)

I went to my house to get his check and the slip for his car payment... since my name is on it too, we can't have bad credit going around because of a bad marriage... I scared him, he was asleep... he asked if I was back for good, I said no and told him what I was doing. He pulled the pillow over his head... I covered him up so he'd stay warm...

My house... that I work so hard to keep clean, looks like a bachelor pad and smells like cigarettes... he's not allowed to smoke in the house, I'm allergic and think it's gross, but he has been, I came out smelling like it-nasty.

I made the payment, put the check in the bank, and got him money out, if comes to get it, great, if not, well he knows I have it, but i'm not going out again, i'm in bed for the rest of my day... avoiding anything cold and wet.. like snow. Apparently avoiding much food because I tryed to eat and it just didn't work... so me, and this cat i've got next to me, are spending the day, here, in bed.

2 comments:

  1. Awww,I hope you feel better:) And i iknow what you mean baout getting bad credit just because of a bad marriage. It is so hard to keep up with the bills when you don't even know what's going on with your life!!!

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  2. Oh you poor girl!
    I am so sad for you :(
    First because you are sick, and second because you are in such a crappy situation right now.
    I really hope he can pull things together and get himself "fixed." You deserve that chance!!!!! *Hugs* to you!

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