I can't stop...
- Stop hurting
- Stop crying
- Wishing we could take it all back and have things be great again
- Thinking about him
- Wanting to be in his arms
- Wondering where we went so wrong
- Wishing he hadn't pushed me like he did
- Crying, did I mention that? it's been over 48 hrs... all I can do is cry.
- Thinking about all of this...
- But wonder, why...?
I went back to read all your posts so I can understand more of what's going on. You seem to be a smart woman, so I'm sure you'll figure out what's best for you. If you decide to divorce him, don't worry... time heals all wounds, regardless of what you feel right now.
ReplyDeleteI feel bad for you:( And I know exactly what you are going through. Hey, if it was me I would probably run back to his arms. But you know what's best for you, and you know how much you can handle and take. I mean if there is any part of you that can salvage this marriage, Do it. By no means am I telling you what to do. Only you know what's best. I'm just simply saying that no one would fault you for trying again. It's not like he's just some boyfriend, he is your husband. I am here for you if you need to talk. :)
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you're hurting so badly. I hope you're able to figure out where you want to go with this. Only you can know what you can handle and are willing to make work (or not). Prayers that you're able to find some peace in all this.
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