It's been over a week since everything happened, and finally I'm breaking down. So much has gone on, and I think yesterday just threw me over the edge.
Saturday-He freaks out over something that we had already discussed as adults, starts screaming, yelling, throwing things, punches a hole in the wall... I freak out, think he may hurt me, call my parents to come get me, pack my bags with random crap.
Sunday- In shock, go to the gym and riding, trying to proccess everything, late in the day he calls, we argue, he's manipulative. yada yada yada.
Monday- He calls again, tells me how he opened his own bank account, how people were telling him to get rid of the POA from Iraq that I still have, tells me he loves and misses me... tells me he wants my computer to play games, he's bored.
Tuesday-I had to bring him money, first time I saw him, it was akward, he just wanted to touch and kiss, I just wanted him to leave for work.
Wed-Therapy for our marriage, the lady said he has PTSD, and that marriage counciling wasnt going to help right now, right after i said i didnt know if i wanted it to work.
Thurs- I went by the house but he was asleep, he woke up, asked if I was back for good, I said no, he got mad...
Fri- I went out with friends, he knew I was out, but freaked out and called about 10 times! he was so angry! my goodness he tells me my phone should ALWAYS be on me! WTF?!?! no!!!
Sat-We didn't talk much, he called Sat night but I was about to pass out
Sun-he stopped by, just because he felt like it...
Mon-well haha he ended up meeting my mom at the ER b/c she called him when I was rushed there
Tues-didn't talk much other than about the house and a few money issues..
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
Hugs you poor girl!!
ReplyDeleteIt is SO hard when you are going through this - and you often feel like no one will understand. I have been through (not on the same level - we all have our own stories) but if you ever want to bounce anything off me I am more than willing to listen :) I hope this week only gets better... it has to right?
Lord why were you in the hospital? I'm sorry sweetheart that you are dealing with all the struggles that are being thrown at you..especially at such a young age. Seriously let me know if you need someone to talk to !xoxo
ReplyDeleteGeez, I'm sorry about you & your hubby having problems & having to go to the er. Stress is an awful thing. I've had that happen with a med, making my hands feel weird. Itchy & burning. Not a good feeling.
ReplyDeleteI hope everything works out for you. It sounds like you're having a rough time!
ReplyDeleteHello love! I just wanted to remind you that I love you! I will call you later today!
ReplyDelete