The lady didn't come today... it rained and rained, then rained some more... I have a bit of interest in him from a few others, so I'm hoping something happens as much as it's killing me... because...
A) I've already been distancing myself
B) I'm already depressed over the situation
I was up most of last night crying, because I realized this time, this was it, I have no choice but to sell... then thinking about him and everything he means to me and what I've been through with him... and how much of my heart that horse has.
Today was exhausting, work dragged on, I was just thinking about him, wondering when the lady would call or if she would in the rain to try him... but the rain was bad... and she's a vet so her schedule is crazy...
I came home and passed out for a while... I wish Jesh was here to cuddle tonight.. we had plans then he kinda decided he was going to play poker and that was that... so OK... that's usually fine with me... but tonight... I REALLY just want to cuddle... no such luck... I'm on my own.
Anyways... back to try and sleep I guess... hopefully no night mares of wierd dreams... just blank REM sleep would be great tonight.
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