Diamond's Are Forever

First of all... where is the sun? it's summer isn't it? I haven't seen the sun in weeks, it really would be nice... even if it only came out on Tuesdays... my day off... ha ha... I'd like to go to the beach... at least once?!

Now that I got that out of my system... I'd like to congratulate my best friend in the entire world on her fantastic news, that her baby will not be born with downs, it WILL be healthy, I LOVE YOU DEAR, and I'm always here for you!!! it was wonderful spending the day with you, hang in there, call whenever, you are amazing!

Summer classes- I got A's in two of them, the third ends on Aug 3rd, and I am so ready to be done with it!!! ugh

Work- I am working two jobs, but I want to quit one, my boss is becoming more and more of an egotistical ass who treats me like shit, though I could run his business and he talks of me taking over one day, everyone else has more hours now, thought a few months ago I worked the most other than him.. I am underpaid and not at all respected...

On relationships-I have started weeding out friends, figuring out who is worth my time, and who uses me, and who basically sucks...

The man I have been seeing for almost 3 months now is absolutely amazing... and I hate to say it but I am seriously falling... in love... I wont tell him... for two reasons... I don't want to know if he doesn't feel the same... and I don't know if I am ready for that word to be out there again, once it is things change... I mean... should I? and if not... how long should I wait if it's how I feel? he moves in Sept to FL but we plan on making it work... he has never been in a long distance relationship before, but I have, twice... and they were both 4 to 6 year relationships, but we really want it to work... any advice?? no one has ever treated me this well or made me feel this way...